Sunday, January 01, 2006

ECHO 1/1/06

when heat turns droplets of water momentarily into a sphere rolling across the smooth hot surface of an electric cooker, then to vanish –
tears of realization roll, I am at one and the same time content beyond belief and saddened for the man I was a year ago at this time – now I am released I can’t hold back the sympathy and the relief –
dancing in the garden at midnight, feet on cold stone, with so many fireworks going off for miles around the sky is lit like a storm and the noise rolls in from as far away as Birmingham -
high places, vistas, altitude; we crave these on this auspicious day and make our way to the top of Fish Hill as the sun descends and spreads a misty light between the hills and through the vale; children run with kites or else weep at the cold; deer remain in the lower shadows watching; groups of friends take pictures of themselves for posterity with one among them the constant joker whose voice carries on the wind –
the ‘arrow of time’ points toward the direction of increasing entropy: the future -

1 comment:

maldoror said...

ah sir, the workings of memory and history. For that last New Year's Eve was not such a bad night, it was one of my better ones, and there was a strange mix in Vauxhall town and we were not too far from that place called home (a thing which should be neither over nor under rated) and we listened to music we loved and drank but not to excess and there was pleasure in your company and the world was far from perfect but the imperfection was far from overwhelming... Had been worse and would be worse as well... And I recollect your angle in the chair and laughter and the pleasure in a song coming through which was one you cared for...